I'm falling apart
Chaos in my mind
Panic engulfs my being
Stricken by a dart
I will never find
This is the last I'm seeing

I am.

What is there to say?
I'm no longer and I'll never be
Splintered skull obsessed
I'm going away
You will never miss me
Maybe it's for the best

You die.

Existing in the dark
Shadowed soul full of sin
Lifeless body and bleeding heart
Dying pale bearing Death's mark
Unwanted and torn from within
Was already dead from the start

I die.

Missed yet unexpected.
Kissed yet unaffected.
Looked down on yet looking down upon.

I wish I were no longer.

Fool.    No rules I can abide.
Wound.   My wounds spread wide.
Try.     I'm trying to hide.
Cry.     I'm crying on the inside.

I am no longer.

Cursed.  Beaten upon.
Nursed.  Yet taken from.
Broken.  Taken apart.
Token.   Traded for dirt.
Calling. Wanting my blood.
Falling. Won't need it any longer.

Why me...